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Wedding: 58 days
Last day of school: 37 days total, 27 school days, 6 weeks
It's 12:30am right now. I took a nap after school today and ended up sleeping until like 9:30. It has been that kind of day.
All is mediocre.
Wedding planning is in full fledged take-over mode. My to do list is long, what I cross off daily is few, and I am out of money for any of it. Thankfully, I have wonderful parents who want to pay for their daughter's wedding.
But it's fun and it keeps me busy and it keeps me happy because I am excited to marry Zach, to live with Zach, to be his wife and I am excited to have a wonderful and dream come true wedding. I can't way to have all of the pictures and video after the fact.
A lot needs to be done still. But a lot has been done.
We've found a wonderful apartment to move into. My sister would like it if we lived in a bigger space, but this one just felt like us. It felt perfect. I can see us there. It's small, but we don't have much yet. Besides, I feel in love with the tiny door on the pantry.
My job is moot. It is stressful.
My marathon training kind of fell to the side. Well, more like, I opted to place it to the side in order to not die from impending pressures from work and wedding planning. It was a choice and I'm glad I made it. But I'm going to try to run the half marathon next weekend anyway. It's going to go so badly. I know it; I'm not ready for it. But I might be able to do it. Oh well.
I get asked a lot about what I am going to do job wise when I move to Kansas City. Like I know. Honestly, like I care. It doesn't even matter. I will do something and it will be different. I might work retail to have an income while I make covenants with myself to do something I enjoy.
But most of my days look the same. I wake up, go to work, then come home and decompress for hours on pinterest, or talk to my mom and hug my puppies. I seriously love pinterest. My weekends are spent with Zach, Haley and Andrew and various wedding tasks. And attempts to clean and prepare for another week.
I didn't pack a lunch for tomorrow. I will regret my unpreparedness in the morning. But not enough to get out of bed and do it now. I think I'm going to pretend that today wasn't like it was, close my eyes, snuggle with my kitty and try to sleep.
-Kate
